So the thing about life, right, is it's like running an old version of software you didn't even realize was outdated. I mean, we don't often think about it, but the operating system we use to navigate this world is full of old beliefs and obsolete parameters just running in the background. It's like these things came pre-installed like bloatware on a new laptop, and you never bothered to uninstall them. Or maybe you just didn’t know you could.
When I was 17, I dropped out of everything. Figured out by being homeless more than once that life doesn't come with a manual. Living out in the open was like a crash course in debugging reality. I mean, really, you gotta strip away everything to see the core. It's where I started figuring out that this isn't some mystical journey. It's more like practical problem-solving; like coding, debug, refactor, and sometimes just write a new damn script.
And here's this really straightforward thing: your awareness is like the screen and your mind projects all your beliefs onto that screen. So if you're not liking what you're seeing, maybe it's time to change the slides. Upgrade the OS, you know? And the interesting thing about that is once you know you can change it, you start seeing the bugs in everyone's code. You can tell who's still running on Windows 95-level beliefs just by their operating system glitches showing through in conversation. And that's not a judgment; it's just what I've noticed.
There's a continuous feedback loop in life, one that's curating you in ways you might not even want. It's the algorithm of your life, curating you slowly, and if you're not careful, you'll find yourself living a version of reality that's, well, not even yours. You never chose it. It's just default. And that’s the crux of what I’m talking about: you have to opt out of this default. Go into settings, uncheck those auto-update boxes, change the default settings to something that actually serves you.
I've definitely realized that, more often than not, it's not about acquiring new tools or plugins, it's about uninstalling the ones that were installed by someone else. Society's plugins are faulty. I mean, think about the "shoulds" and "supposed tos" you've downloaded over the years. They're like corrupted files, making everything glitchy. And the hilarious part is we keep running them, hoping that somehow the errors will correct themselves. They won't. You have to manually go into the control panel of your mind and delete them.
Let's talk about this game of reality we're all playing. Every decision is an input, and every belief is a hidden variable impacting your final score. It's like a complex RPG where the levels only get complicated because of the parameters you've set yourself. Every level teaches you something. It's the psychic tests, are you learning to let go? Did you uninstall that fear plugin yet? Every achievement is just a new level with a new set of challenges.
When I was building my first business, I installed plugins of desperation, like 'please succeed,' and you could literally feel the desperation echoing in everything I did. It's odd, those psychic notifications life sends you, like alerts you didn’t even subscribe to. If you pay attention, they tell you when you need an upgrade or ten. They don't do it outright, it’s subtle. Like when you start noticing recurrent issues; it's a little buzz in the background, telling you something's got to change.
I mean, life, in its essence, is pretty simple; it's us who layer all this complexity on top of it. And the thing is, we've got limited attention spans in today's distracted age. Whatever you give your focus to literally becomes your reality. It's why the algorithm of your reality feels so oppressive at times, constant pop-ups, forever updating you and curating who you are. It pulls you off your own game, someone else's interests taking the wheel.
And I wonder, are there cheats in this game? I don't mean shortcuts. I mean, are there ways to rewire it so you play by self-created rules, not the pre-loaded ones? What’s fascinating is how simple the solutions often are. They're usually as simple as shifting focus, like, really paying attention, taking a self-audit. That self-audit is some real debugging process. You stop, look around at each function, each belief, and ask: what's this doing here?
I mean, I used to think more and more was the answer. More learning, more skills, more connections. But in truth, it was less. Less distraction, less stored cache of outdated beliefs, fewer apps, if you will, running in the background. Funny thing is, the solutions all were there, just needed to be activated. You can’t see them if you’re running someone else’s template, though. You've gotta break that mold, jailbreak your own life. Make it your own thing, you know?
And that brings me back to the practical nature of all this. I say to hell with 'finding yourself.' Why not just build yourself instead? Like setting up a new operating system with parameters that fit your unique gameplay. And every time you install a new belief, ask yourself if you actually need it. Check if it conflicts with existing processes. That's just good programming practice.
You know how they say 'just be yourself?' I've always found that kind of funny because, more often than not, people have no idea who they are. They're running subroutines that were given to them at birth and never updated. Being yourself means taking active control of the console and redefining what 'self' means to you.
It's fascinating how reality has this dynamic feedback system. It’s like the software that evolves based on user interaction. Your life updates itself based on how you pass or fail those little psychic tests. Each decision, each reaction installs a small bit of code that runs silently in the background, modifying the way you interact with your environment. Everything changes based on whether you notice these changes or just press on autopilot.
Sometimes, I sit there wondering about the configurations we're not even aware we can change. Like, what else is in the settings folder I haven't peeked at? What's the next mental app I can uninstall? In a sense, life becomes this rich, malleable field of opportunities and options when you realize nothing out there genuinely requires your attention unless you decide it does.
Maybe, ultimately, the question isn't really about what you add but what you can remove while still keeping the system stable. It's about stripping back to the essentials, reformatting your reality, and testing new iterations to see what works better. And, yeah, it’s a continuous process. It's debugging in real-time, and sometimes the bugs are the best part because they push you to explore uncharted territories.
So what's next in this game? What else is there to install or uninstall? Does the release of version 2.0 of your life come with a fresh set of achievements to unlock, or is it simply about refining the existing gameplay? These are the things I find myself pondering more and more. Maybe breaking down these complex configurations sheds light on possibilities you never thought existed. Or maybe that’s just me.
It's not about adding new tools but uninstalling the ones that were never yours. The software that runs your reality is more malleable than you think. So, why not rewrite the code?